No one

Sometimes .... i felt like i'm unwanted. Like i don't evn belong to my family . Yeah well , it's kinda ==' but , my mind kept asking me , am i really belongs to ths family ? I am not obedient like my sisters , not excellent , not smart like 'em .... But , i always told myself , think POSITIVE =) think positive , thts it , but i can't .... I hate myself .... I dunno why i am so WTF until i can't evn obey a rule . Am i tht bad ? Do i rly belongs to da family ? Let's hope yes =')