Hatred....

"I am the lowest!"- That is the highest praise i can give to myself. I am so rude, arrogant, stingy etc. I hate myself. Sumtimes,I think there are no one who really loved me. I dunno what happen to me. I know i'm wrong. Sumtimes, i really wanted to end this ridiculous life. I hate being me. I hate what i've done.... My attitude is so not good. I HATE IT!!!!

Sunshine by Monkey Majik.

I love this song very much. I also dunno why. This song is so relaxing and it cheers me up. 

Tomorrow is illuminated,
the door which is inserted from the sunshine window opening,…

Stop!
’cause you got me thinking that I’m a little quicker.
Go!
Maybe the rhythm’s off, but I will never let you.

Know!
I wish that you could see it for yourself.
It’s not, It’s not, Just stop, hey y’all and is!

I never thought that I would take over it all.
And now I know that there’s no way I could fall.
You know it’s on and on and off and on,
And no one gets away.

As for my dream being somewhere
The shadow or shape are not visible, the
You chase those which it should protect
There’s a sunshine in my mind.

Tomorrow is illuminated, sunshine
To ahead the light which spreads before the eye which continues to everywhere
Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

Just, many degrees you hesitate to trivial thing,
Someone's the word always to an air
Once upon a time by all means certainly, even with such weak me
Bluff? That sour grapes?

As for my dream being what?
Forgetting also important thing
It is before the eye, those which it should protect
There’s a sunshine in my mind.

Tomorrow is illuminated, sunshine
To ahead the light which spreads before the eye which continues to everywhere

Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

Rain’s got me now
I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine
Why’s it only shine in my mind

Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

This is the English translation. Thank you 4' reading. =)

Farewell, Sayounara, Bye....

Today is my last day i cherish the moment with my dearest sister and my dearest laptop. I am so sad to hand over this laptop to my sister. But, the luck now not on my side. I have nothing to do when my sister depart for KL. Haish! When will luck be on my side? Nah, it's okay to leave this laptop for good. I've never have or had [whatever my grammar is] the best moments or moment with this laptop, but, i can do nothing but give this to my sister. So, my holiday will sucks a lot. I also don't know if i can go to the 'Ninja's Annual Dinner'. Last time i missed the 'buka puasa' thing. I am so sad. And....um.... maybe not so sucks b'coz my sister said she will give her whatever and in that thing contains or contain [whatever my grammar is] ' Fairy Tail'. Um, well i have to go to my piano class ! Gotta go!

PENANG !!!!

AZRI NADIAH: Mira, naek parachute jom.

AZRI AMIRAH: Hah? taknak taknak.

Lps kakak aku pujok aku habes-habesan, aku agree. Bile smpai kt tmpat tu, butterfly berjuta dlm stomach. Then, smpai my turn. Aku naek ngan satu laki ni yg pro punye. Die kate lari. Aku pon mcm "hah?" cam blur gile. Die lari mcm pelesit. Bile kt atas, pemandangan....PERGH! Sumpah best dok !

I LOVE THE CAMP VERY MUCH !

I feel like flying....I love the camp!The camp that fall on 15 and 16th October 2011....I have some experience to tell ya.
    I....Azri, participated in the camp at SMK Desa Tebrau on 15th and 16th October 2011. I arrived on 8 a.m and met with Ben10 and Marsya. We laughed and commented about the school and the participator. Then, after mendaftar, we berkumpol at the 'base camp' a.k.a SMK Desa Tebrau's hall. We were only the girls but then Mida and Idza came. Then, sensei divided us into groups. I've got the same group as Marsya. Ben got the same group as Yasmin[a girl from another school]. I've got a leader named Mohd Azri bin Abrahim.[i want to change language]....Lepastu....ktorang start trainning hanbo. Mmg best ah cume partner aku cam sengal. Partner Alia pon sama,7x8 haha....urm....then SIGS yg laen dtg. Dlm kul 3 camtu ktorang pasang khemah. Aku dpt same ngan tuntun but then  kene separate. Pastu mandi4x whatsoever,kene kumpol kt basecamp. Pastu start main passing music box or whatever name die. Tbe4x, bende tu smpai kt aku. Aku cam blur. Sensei suroh aku pegi tengah since ktorang buat bulatan. "Ok Azri. Sy nk awk lakonkan watak percintaan dgn laki kacak#went to Omar#mcm....Omar...."Sensei suroh. Semua cam 'Whoo!' . Najib senyap ly ckp ngan aku "Buat je Azri! Buat!"....Aku cam "Nk ckp ape?"....Idza mmg gile sbb die suroh pegi Candalite Dinner. Tak tawu eja. BLABLABLABLA....Then, THE WAR GAME STARTS ! Oh yeah ! Aku ngan tuntun kene lalu surau.... Turon je tangga dpn surau, ade satu asassin ke siape mcm nk serang ktorang. BIle langkah die maken laju, tuntun cpt cpt lari. Bile die nmpak tuntun lari, die tros kejar aku. Aku pon dgn bangangnye pegi towards surau tuh. Pintu surau elok4x tertutop tros tercabut sbb aku. Then, pagar yg lg tinggi dari aku tu, aku pegi lompat over bende tu and badan aku terhempas kt bucu,lantai and masuk longkang. Mulenye aku expect nk diri malangnye bdn aku paralyzed. Org tu amek nyawa aku and blah. And dlm kesakitan....aku bangon....
TO BE CONTINUED....=)GOOD NIGHT !

Today is not-so-best....

I am thinking about what to write....Well,i am so boring. Boring Boring Boring Boring....On rainy days....i'm hearing that song. I knew it was banned back there at Seoul.

Why this thing happened to me??!!

Huh….mianei anna b’coz I lied to you. I came to school today….26 August 2011….i told you I’m not going to come b’coz I’m lazy. But actually I said that b’coz you are not in the mood and then your fever was back. I am afraid if you come today,you will emo….Mianei….Anna, happy AidilFitri….Please act like nothing happen if you read the thing I wrote to you. If you mad at me,then don’t layan me. If you are not angry, then act like nothing happen. Please comment when I come to school after Raya. Ok,stop emo-ing azri! Huahh ! I’m going to cry….

Just now,at school….it was raining x de tahap. I was like skip-skip to my lou and then I fell down. My head was spinning like extreme fast merry-go-round. The people in front of me was not helping but she ran away. I was cursing her. Well it’s my fault b’coz I skipped to my lou. Then my shirt was dirty and WET !I am so tired after that.I kaerinasai to home and just go to sleep. And then I was nothing….i don’t know what to write. With that,I back off.

I have to face this no matter what....it's my life....

It’s only between us,Anna….

“Eh,Azri ni knape ni?”Ummu tny when kte dtg kt die. Kte just senyom. Naily cam pelik. “Eeeeh,Azri ni kte x faham eh,mase Anna x de,die sebut4 name anna,bile anna ade pegi kt ummu plak.”Naily ckp. Well,Anna sbnarnye kte bkan x suke awk dtg, tp ape yg awk post kt fb buat kte terguris,awk kate kalau awk dtg skolah pon sbb Akhtar. Kte,Naily,Ummu punyelah rindu awk mcm gile smpai bile awk dtg,kte nanges cume x de org nmpak je. Mase awk x de,kte dgn jiwangnye ckp yg ‘my life is nothing without anna by my side.’ Ktorang sbnarnye rindu awk gile4 tau, cume awk je yg x tawu. Dulu awk gile,tp skrang,awk cam diam semacam bile kte dudok seblah awk. Kte nk ajak awk jd gile jgak tp,awk demam. Mase awk x de,kte slalu pndang tempat awk membayangkn awk ade.Bile awk x dtg,cikgu tny KTE knape awk x dtg. Cikgu tawu kte ni bestfriend awk. Mmg dari luar awk ckp kte bff awk,tp isi hati awk sape tawu?kte jujur kte mmg prnah mengumpat awk. Mase kte dudok dgn Ummu,kte ckp yg awk x layan kte sgt. Lg4 mase mt….kte mati4 maki4 maths sbb kte igt awk boring blajar mt….and sbb tu awk diam. Tp,skrang baru kte realize awk sbnarnye suke maths cume kte je masalahnye. Kte je yg x cukop pndai utk awk,x cukop cantik utk awk, x cukop rajin utk awk….bkan cam ummu,sume ade pd die….kte hormat die…. Kte hormat awk. Kte tabik awk dpt nombor top 10. Cume awk yg salah faham igt kte akan emo sbb awk lg pndai dari kte. Kte emo sbb kte ni bodoh sgt. Kakak kte slalu ckp “knapelah kluarga anna slalu kalahkan kte….knapelah kte slalu kalah ngan kluarga anna?”. Kte tawu anna,kte bkan pndai sgt,kte bgtawu awk ni bkan nk mintak layanan special….cume awk yg desak kte ape yg kte ckp ngan ummu td….kte x nk ckp sbb kte tawu awk akan terguris sbb kte fikir awk camtu. Kte x tawula awk jd kwn kte ikhlas x….kte x prnah x ikhlas kwn awk. Kalau awk dtg,kte nk slalu entertain awk,kte x nk awk pegi….sbb,bak kate ayah kte “Mira tu bodoh!Sbb tu x de org nk kwn ngan awk!Sbb tu anna x kwn ngan awk!”. Kte nanges mase 1^st kte gadoh ngan awk. Kalau awk feeling bace bende ni,awk akan rase ape yg kte rase. Kalau awk just mcm WTF azri ni,awk x kan prnah faham perasaan kte. Kte nanges fikir psl bende ni. Kte tawu kte agak jiwang,tp,kte x nk kehilangan kwn cam Haifa….kte benci die x de tahap. Kte x nk kehilangan kwn sbb cume awk je kwn kte. Even kalau ade ummu,naily skalipon….u r still my friend….kalau awk x ikhlas kwn kte,kalau awk kwn ngan kte cume sbb nk jage hati kte, jgn mimpilah nk kwn ngan kte….kalau awk x ikhlas,jgn kwn ngan kte. Sbb kalau awk buat camtu, awk akan menyakitkn hati kte je. Tp kalau awk kwn ngan kte sbb nk saketkn hati kte,terpulanglah. Awk ckp awk mewarisi blood ayah awk sbb panas baran, awk sbnarnye boleh kawal,sume org boleh kawal. Jgn ckp ngan kte x boleh sbb kalau kte boleh,awk pon boleh. I know u can do it. Sume takot ngan awk bile awk panas baran. Even kte. Tolong lah ubah….sbb bile awk panas baran,bile org mintak bende awk dgn kasarnye bg,org akan dislike awk….Kte tawu awk baik. Kte x nk awk jd a loner cam kte….tolonglah Anna….Do it for my sake….

Jihad Fi-sabilillah....

Sayidina Abu Bakar As-siddiq....riwayat hidup beliau....name sbnar beliau ialah Abdullah bin Abu Quhafah Attamimi....d'lahirkn d'Mekah pd tahon 572 masihi[2 years after Rasulullah S.A.W].beliau sgt berharta smpaikn mase perang Tabuk,beliau menyedekahkn semua hartanye.Sblom beliau  masok Islam,beliau x prnah minum arak dn menyembah berhala. beliau d'pelihara oleh Allah. Beliau sgt pengasih,penyayang,sopan santun,lemah lembut,ckp bnr,pembela kbnaran,setia kwn, tabah menghdapi dugaan,ikhlas dlm perjuangan. Sayidina Abu Bakar As-Siddiq sahabat rasulullah yg pertama menganut agama Islam dn beliau yg paleng rapat dgn rasulullah, dilantik oleh nabi sbagai imam dn sentiasa menemani rasulullah kemane shj. It's like; u r meant for me, so i'll be there for u....
So,sbnarnye byk lg nk tulis tp,hilang idea jap. Begitulah kisah hidop tokoh Sayidina Abu Bakar As-Siddiq....Sy,Azri Amirah sgt menghormati beliau....Beliau amat sy kagumi.[x tawula kalau tatabhs ku salah].... Kpd Anna, anda sgt x bertuah dn rugi sbb x dtg slame 3 hari berturut-turut. Sy, Azri,mengalami peristiwa yg funny bersame Ummu,Naily serta Husnina. And with that, i back off....

I have no idea what i'm talking about !

Ok,so....why should i open this blog?I'm blogging again for sure....i'm in the process of reading 'Graceling',the bestest fighting novel i've ever read....i can make synopsis for this novel!Watch me;
 Katsa carries the burden of  a skill even she despises the Grace of killing. Katsa is very fearful and brutal. She can break someone's jaw by just gripping it. She even can fight 10 people at one time. Maybe it is nonsense but this is a fiction story....What to do?

Lakonan;

~DATUK YUSOF HASLAM AS EN.NIZAM.

~ROZITA CHE WAN AS PN.NISHA.

~AREN YUNUS AS MOHD DAIM IRFAN.

~NORA DANISH AS NAWA ERIKA.

~ZOEY AS LAWYER ASHRAF.

SCENE; EN.NIZAM AND PN.NISHA ‘S BUNGALOW.

“Nawa ! Mari tolong mama masak !” panggil Pn.Nisha dari tingkat bawah dalam dapur. Nawa yang sedang termenung menyahut lalu turun ke bawah dengan segera. Apabila Nawa sampai di dapur, Pn.Nisha tersenyum. “Mama terharu tengok anak mama tolong mama.” Pn.Nisha bersuara. “Ya,bukan macam abang Daim tu kan,mama?”Nawa menyambung dalam nada menyindir dengan kuat memandangkan Daim berada di ruang tamu utama,menonton televisyen. Daim segera memandang. “Nawa,kau ingat kau tu rajin sangat ke? Abang tengok kau tu asyik online je!” Daim menyahut. Nawa mencebik. “Sudahla tu,Nawa. Biarlah abang kau tu.”Pn.Nisha menasihat. Nawa menggangguk tanda setuju. Tidak sampai 20 minit, seorang lelaki berusia dalam lingkungan 50-an melangkah masuk ke dalam banglo tersebut. Lelaki itu menggeleng kepalanya beberapa kali sebaik sahaja melihat anak lelakinya yang berusia 20 tahun menonton televisyen. “Daim,sampai bila kau nak jadi macamni? Macam mana papa nak bagi syarikat tu dekat Daim?” tanya En.Nizam,marah. “Alah,papa ni,kasi je lah! Nak bebel pulak! Kasi,sign, sudah ! Kan senang ! Tak payah nak membazir air liur bebel ! Haish, orang tua ni !” jerit Daim. “DAIM!KAU MEMANG DAH MELAMPAU!” jerit En.Nizam. En.Nizam mengangkat tangan kanannya hendak menampar Daim, namun Daim sempat menepis. “Papa jangan pernah lupa yang Daim belajar silat !”kata Daim lalu berlalu ke biliknya. En.Nizam menghembus nafas dengan marah lalu duduk di atas sofa mewah ‘Lorenzo’[Well,rasenye mcm x mewah sgt….]. Pn.Nisha datang ke En.Nizam lalu mengurut belakangnya.

2 YEARS LATER….

En.Nizam memilih jodoh untuk Daim. Daim terpaksa membuat mimik muka gembira semata-mata untuk Syarikat yang bakal diberi kepadanya. 2 bulan kemudian,Daim sudah pun berkahwin dengan perempuan pilihan En.Nizam.

1 YEAR LATER….

Daim senyap-senyap berkahwin dengan perempuan lain.

2 YEARS LATER….

En.Nizam terlantar di hospital kerana sakit jantung. Lawyer Ashraf sudahpun membuat persiapan untuk pengumuman pembahagian harta. Nawa sedang menemani ayahnya bersama dengan ibunya. Lawyer Ashraf lantas menelefoni Daim.

“Helo,Daim’s speaking….” Daim memulakan perbualan.

“Urr….adakah encik anak kepada En.Nizam?”tanya Lawyer Ashraf.

“Ya,kenapa?”

“Ayah kamu terlantar di hospital sekarang.”

“Jadi?Awak nak suruh saya buat apa?”

“Bolehkah encik datang dengan segera?”

“……………..Ha,yelah-yelah,nanti kalau saya ada masa saya datang.”

“Terima kasih atas kerjasama anda.”

Talian dimatikan. Daim mendengus perlahan. Bila terfikir tentang wasiat, Daim bergegas ke hospital tersebut.

SCENE;HOSPITAL.

Daim melangkah masuk ke dalam wad ayahnya.

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“Baiklah,encik Daim,Cik Nawa dan Puan Nisha….En.Nizam telah menetapkan bahawa Puan Nisha akan mendapat 50% dari hartanya manakala Cik Nawa akan mendapat 30% dan Encik Daim akan mendapat 20% sahaja.”kata Lawyer Ashraf.

“APA????”jerit Daim dengan kuat[mestilah jerit kuat-kan?].

Daim menjadi tidak tentu apabila dia tergamak menggoncang tubuh lemah En.Nizam yang terbaring dan tidak berdaya melawan. Nawa sedaya upaya menarik abangnya ke belakang.Pn.Nisha hanya mampu menjerit. Lawyer Ashraf juga tidak boleh berbuat apa-apa. Akhirnya, En.Nizam menghembus nafas terakhir semasa masih dalam goncangan Daim yang ganas itu. “PAPA ! BANGUN! DAIM NAK LEBIH!”jerit Daim dalam tangisan. “Kau balik,Daim ! Kau balik ! Balik ! Aku kata balik ! Ayah tak sayang kau ! Kau balik !”jerit Nawa sambil memukul-mukul abangnya dengan kuat.

4 MONTHS LATER….

Nawa dibunuh oleh Daim dengan cara kejam. Akhirnya, Daim menjadi buruan polis kerana membunuh….