Hatred....

"I am the lowest!"- That is the highest praise i can give to myself. I am so rude, arrogant, stingy etc. I hate myself. Sumtimes,I think there are no one who really loved me. I dunno what happen to me. I know i'm wrong. Sumtimes, i really wanted to end this ridiculous life. I hate being me. I hate what i've done.... My attitude is so not good. I HATE IT!!!!

Sunshine by Monkey Majik.

I love this song very much. I also dunno why. This song is so relaxing and it cheers me up. 

Tomorrow is illuminated,
the door which is inserted from the sunshine window opening,…

Stop!
’cause you got me thinking that I’m a little quicker.
Go!
Maybe the rhythm’s off, but I will never let you.

Know!
I wish that you could see it for yourself.
It’s not, It’s not, Just stop, hey y’all and is!

I never thought that I would take over it all.
And now I know that there’s no way I could fall.
You know it’s on and on and off and on,
And no one gets away.

As for my dream being somewhere
The shadow or shape are not visible, the
You chase those which it should protect
There’s a sunshine in my mind.

Tomorrow is illuminated, sunshine
To ahead the light which spreads before the eye which continues to everywhere
Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

Just, many degrees you hesitate to trivial thing,
Someone's the word always to an air
Once upon a time by all means certainly, even with such weak me
Bluff? That sour grapes?

As for my dream being what?
Forgetting also important thing
It is before the eye, those which it should protect
There’s a sunshine in my mind.

Tomorrow is illuminated, sunshine
To ahead the light which spreads before the eye which continues to everywhere

Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

Rain’s got me now
I guess I’m waiting for that sunshine
Why’s it only shine in my mind

Future sunshine, sunshine which shines
You know it’s hard, just take a chance.
Believing
Clear weather tomorrow?

This is the English translation. Thank you 4' reading. =)